Sorry for so long didn't post anything.Kinda of busy.You know la..SPM..

Been sad for quite awhile.Didn't have the mood to talk to anyone.But still sad now la.I did something bad.I'm not giving reason that anyone is not prefect anymore.Let you know something is not relationship(boy-girl) problem la.I'm still 17 la.I know that person have forgive me.I was thinking for the whole night.I have done nothing expect making trouble and sorrow for others.God keep on talking with me the whole night.On never give up on this simple matter.I was struggling a lot last night.Didn't get any sleep.Some private stuff can't say.Woke up my eyes totally red and cant see properly but I still write this blog even if it cost my eyes.I finish downloading a song.I know is not accident thing to happen.I download that song for days only today finish download.Swt right?The song title is Hold On sing by Jonas Brother.And searching for the lyrics.

Hold On - Jonas Brother Lyrics

We don't have time left to regret
It will take more than common sense
So stop your wondering take a stand
Theres more to life than just to live

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

One single smile a helping hand
Its not that hard to be a friend
So don't give up stand 'til the end
Theres more to life than just to live

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don't give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When it falls apart
And your feeling lost
All your hope is gone
don't forget to hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don't give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone
And they break your heart
don't give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

There is a lot of meaning in this song.Not the love part of course.*Haha*God work on us in very weird ways.But always help on our situation.Never give up on anything you are working even it comes very hard to handle.Every path have a wall of ice.I know is thick but we still need to melt it and continue on our path.This mistake won't happen again that I promise to my close friend.私は本当にお粗末な友達です