Hey reader. I'm so sorry for not posting since September. I'm very busy lately. I'm working at Maxis KLCC. Can say a full time job and is pretty stressful. I work for 5 days straight and study for the other 2 days in the week. I have no off/rest days. My eyes is always heavy. I'm always tired. Even I earn like a manager, I'm not happy and feel stress every single day. Life wasn't easy for me. As a single child in the family and raise by my mom alone. I thank God that He is always looking after me. I got my few best friends that always have my back(Lately they have been hiding).
Today was suppose to go out(planned 3 weeks in advance). But in the end, didn't go at all. I stay at home and sleep. I'm just so sick and tired of all this. I just want a day that I could enjoy. Is that so hard to ask? Tat is why I'm so sick and tired. But is okay. Who wants it? My emotional is getting heavy and heavy until is killing my patiences. Is common when you are very tired. Yesterday Laureen ask me this: Are you happy Jason? I answer and say I'm not happy even I have a manager earning every month. It is because I don't get to spend quality time with you guys or my mom.
Now I learn how to say No! to people. No more night club for me. One funny story is I know the CEO of Maison club. I met him at Maxis KLCC. He is very cool guy indeed.
Yesterday the whole night was talking to my brother's Alvin about DSLR. He give me a lot of ideas and all. I was looking at Nikon D90 or Canon 60D then he change my mind to Canon 550D or Nikon D7000. He say of course go for Nikon D7000. All those nikon fans. Craziness! But is super awesome for a beginner like myself to get a Mid-Level DSLR. I can learn very fast because I love photography. This is going to cost me a lot. This hobby is a very expensive hobby. One thing I know I could borrow gears from my fellow Nikon craziness people.
Thank God for open doors la. I met a lot of CEO,Datuk and etc. The one I know is all friendly people. Those will be my contact in the future. I'm not afraid of lacking job in the future. Those are my keys to a great and fruitful future. I know currently is tough and all. I believe that God will make my life a lot easier in the future.
Sign out,
Jason
