Not everyone know that I have a lonely life for 20 years
Now you know
Life wasn't easy but I get use to it
If you find out that I sometimes talk to myself, is really normal for me
Is not a sickness
I need that to balance out my inner darkness
To avoid being down and depress all the time
Can say is got another Jason in me that balance things out
Some people say is God
Some people say is Devil
Some people say is yourself
I have no idea myself
Wonder why I have so many girl type friends than boy type
The answer is simple
Is I'm only raise by mum
And those stuff are normally for girls teaching
Behavior and Attitude and Mindset
But I haven't go for a single girl in my life
Since I'm busy with life, I don't want to burden others
As well as girls go after me, I think twice before I date them
No point going out with a girl without feeling or emotion
In 2010, I got my first girlfriend
It was surprise that this girl is quite kind and gentle
But in the end, her falseness make the whole relationship into one bad ending
Is only 1 month relationship
People will laugh
I will laugh too
I regret accepting her in the first place
Give me a major headache for quite long
Until to the point I need to undergo medicine to sleep
I see that as a very stupid act of myself
My mind is out of control
Now in 2011
My level of mindset and thinking is beyond last year
Started my photography this year May (Spring Break)
The result was awesome
I somehow become quite well-known
My joy have finally come
Met a lot of models
Talk to them as friends and equal
Go yam cha and chit chat
Life is not tat boring anymore
Then something major happen last week
I might have a girlfriend again
Just Might
Because I'm not sure myself
Haiz
Headache
Now we under War of Patience
As everyone know this is a game that I can win
But she is quite strong
Might be the same level as me
So I only can say is 50 50 chance of winning
I wanted to say this is I don't like to win anything
Winning isn't everything
My dream is to have proper family
Is not that hard to ask for
Will continue to write soon
Sign out,
Jason
Now you know
Life wasn't easy but I get use to it
If you find out that I sometimes talk to myself, is really normal for me
Is not a sickness
I need that to balance out my inner darkness
To avoid being down and depress all the time
Can say is got another Jason in me that balance things out
Some people say is God
Some people say is Devil
Some people say is yourself
I have no idea myself
Wonder why I have so many girl type friends than boy type
The answer is simple
Is I'm only raise by mum
And those stuff are normally for girls teaching
Behavior and Attitude and Mindset
But I haven't go for a single girl in my life
Since I'm busy with life, I don't want to burden others
As well as girls go after me, I think twice before I date them
No point going out with a girl without feeling or emotion
In 2010, I got my first girlfriend
It was surprise that this girl is quite kind and gentle
But in the end, her falseness make the whole relationship into one bad ending
Is only 1 month relationship
People will laugh
I will laugh too
I regret accepting her in the first place
Give me a major headache for quite long
Until to the point I need to undergo medicine to sleep
I see that as a very stupid act of myself
My mind is out of control
Now in 2011
My level of mindset and thinking is beyond last year
Started my photography this year May (Spring Break)
The result was awesome
I somehow become quite well-known
My joy have finally come
Met a lot of models
Talk to them as friends and equal
Go yam cha and chit chat
Life is not tat boring anymore
Then something major happen last week
I might have a girlfriend again
Just Might
Because I'm not sure myself
Haiz
Headache
Now we under War of Patience
As everyone know this is a game that I can win
But she is quite strong
Might be the same level as me
So I only can say is 50 50 chance of winning
I wanted to say this is I don't like to win anything
Winning isn't everything
My dream is to have proper family
Is not that hard to ask for
Will continue to write soon
Sign out,
Jason
