Not everyone know that I have a lonely life for 20 years
Now you know
Life wasn't easy but I get use to it
If you find out that I sometimes talk to myself, is really normal for me
Is not a sickness
I need that to balance out my inner darkness
To avoid being down and depress all the time
Can say is got another Jason in me that balance things out
Some people say is God
Some people say is Devil
Some people say is yourself
I have no idea myself
Wonder why I have so many girl type friends than boy type
The answer is simple
Is I'm only raise by mum
And those stuff are normally for girls teaching
Behavior and Attitude and Mindset
But I haven't go for a single girl in my life
Since I'm busy with life, I don't want to burden others
As well as girls go after me, I think twice before I date them
No point going out with a girl without feeling or emotion
In 2010, I got my first girlfriend
It was surprise that this girl is quite kind and gentle
But in the end, her falseness make the whole relationship into one bad ending
Is only 1 month relationship
People will laugh
I will laugh too
I regret accepting her in the first place
Give me a major headache for quite long
Until to the point I need to undergo medicine to sleep
I see that as a very stupid act of myself
My mind is out of control
Now in 2011
My level of mindset and thinking is beyond last year
Started my photography this year May (Spring Break)
The result was awesome
I somehow become quite well-known
My joy have finally come
Met a lot of models
Talk to them as friends and equal
Go yam cha and chit chat
Life is not tat boring anymore
Then something major happen last week
I might have a girlfriend again
Just Might
Because I'm not sure myself
Haiz
Headache
Now we under War of Patience
As everyone know this is a game that I can win
But she is quite strong
Might be the same level as me
So I only can say is 50 50 chance of winning
I wanted to say this is I don't like to win anything
Winning isn't everything
My dream is to have proper family
Is not that hard to ask for
Will continue to write soon
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Jason
Now you know
Life wasn't easy but I get use to it
If you find out that I sometimes talk to myself, is really normal for me
Is not a sickness
I need that to balance out my inner darkness
To avoid being down and depress all the time
Can say is got another Jason in me that balance things out
Some people say is God
Some people say is Devil
Some people say is yourself
I have no idea myself
Wonder why I have so many girl type friends than boy type
The answer is simple
Is I'm only raise by mum
And those stuff are normally for girls teaching
Behavior and Attitude and Mindset
But I haven't go for a single girl in my life
Since I'm busy with life, I don't want to burden others
As well as girls go after me, I think twice before I date them
No point going out with a girl without feeling or emotion
In 2010, I got my first girlfriend
It was surprise that this girl is quite kind and gentle
But in the end, her falseness make the whole relationship into one bad ending
Is only 1 month relationship
People will laugh
I will laugh too
I regret accepting her in the first place
Give me a major headache for quite long
Until to the point I need to undergo medicine to sleep
I see that as a very stupid act of myself
My mind is out of control
Now in 2011
My level of mindset and thinking is beyond last year
Started my photography this year May (Spring Break)
The result was awesome
I somehow become quite well-known
My joy have finally come
Met a lot of models
Talk to them as friends and equal
Go yam cha and chit chat
Life is not tat boring anymore
Then something major happen last week
I might have a girlfriend again
Just Might
Because I'm not sure myself
Haiz
Headache
Now we under War of Patience
As everyone know this is a game that I can win
But she is quite strong
Might be the same level as me
So I only can say is 50 50 chance of winning
I wanted to say this is I don't like to win anything
Winning isn't everything
My dream is to have proper family
Is not that hard to ask for
Will continue to write soon
Sign out,
Jason
Today is my last day at Maxis KLCC. There is one good news and one bad news. Good news is System Down the whole day. Bad news is Hindraf gonna try to bom KLCC. I think nearly all the polis at KL is trying to protect KLCC. *Hahahaha*
I get to take some picture with some of them. My whole day is booked by my sisters =D. All my sisters call me "cepat cepat cari girlfriend" I was like *head down* Okay okay.. "They say since you are free now. Sure easy for you la." Of course la 5 straight working days and 2 days class. Free time will be doing my assignment, project, photo editting, taking pictures, video editting and etc. How on earth can I get a proper girlfriend with that kind of schedule? Unless there is 48 hours in a day.
Me and my 2 sister's Nana & Aida
Jason & Isma at Smoking Area =X
My "guy" friends at work =)
Jason & Bella =P
My buddy =D
My best friend's Khairul and myself C=
Becky,Wilson and myself =P
Didn't do much at work on my last day since System Down. I always hang out with them at smoking area. Since I don't smoke, I only chat with them. Went lunch with my older sister's Nana Aka Christina. Have a long chat with her. I'm going to miss her really much. She is most mature one I know. Sometimes she can be fun too. My other sister's Aida gave me a gift.
Gift from Aida C=
Finally ended my last day. I'm gonna miss them so much. After a few days, I had dinner with my 2 sister's Sophie and Jass. We had Thai steamboat. 
My two lovely sister's Sophie & Jass =D
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Have to wake up early today just to get dress and wax my hair.. Went straight to Ampang station to wait for them to arrive. I waited for half an hour for them. My eyes only got fire.. Once they reach, I look at them like I want to kill them.. But at least I get to rest inside the car.
My wasted look inside the car
Half way to Kuala Kangsar, is my turn to drive. Saga is like no power. Need to push it. After one long hour, we finally arrive. Is freaking hot here. Have to take out my vest. I try to eat kampung food but end-up eat a bit only. After that, we went out for a while to look for food. We found KFC (Praise the Lord). We went back to kampung of Azurra. Faizal finally arrive. Finally can take some pictures.
Azurra and her sisters =X
Azurra =P
Group pictures C=
We didn't stay long. After a few photo session, we left. Siti found out that she left her phone at the KFC. I was like OMG! Thx God that the KFC manager is kind and good hearted. If not, habis your Iphone 3gs. The whole journey from Kuala Kangsar to Kuala Lumpur only I was driving. Once reach KL, I'm really tired. Hand was numb. >.<" Anyway, Congratz on the Engagement; Faizal & Azurra.. Make it big on your wedding =D
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Jason
Hey there guys. I'm back for more. This time, am going to write about my friend's Azurra 24th birthday =P I went back home after work to get change. And then head to Jass's house to fetch her. Reach MTV really late. Mostly everyone was there.
Maxis KLCC Group =D
Faizal & Azurra =P
I'm dead bored there. I was like killing myself there. Singing all malay song ma. So I can't sing at all. What I can do is take pictures. There is more than 50+ pictures but I can't be uploading every single picture. Is crazy. One thing I cannot believe is everyone is trying to make me drunk. Is quite impossible for malay to make to drunk. =D
That is all for the update. Happy 24th Birthday Azurra =D
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After so many trips, it has to come to the end. I really missing it already. Time pass like speed of light when you are having holiday and fun. =X
Smiling Firework =)
I got quite a number of ang pau this year. I didn't expect that much but I get more than I thought I would. If you guys haven't visit Penang before, you should make a plan to penang someday. If you are close to me, we shall go together.
Taking each other picture =D
Big smile from myself =B
I miss penang food already. You will never find this cheap and nice food in anywhere especially in KL.
Dessert calls =)
Happy Chinese New Year to You All..
To those who are married, where is my ang pau. To those who are not married, get as many ang pau as you can yea =D
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Hey there. So sorry for not writing for so long. Was really busy with work and studies. Since my semester started, I have no free time to myself.
Chinese New Year come and I all prepare to go back to Penang. It was amazing and tiring. Once I reach Penang, I straightaway head to market to eat wan tan mee. Is the best in Malaysia. You will never tasted that good wan tan mee in KL or Selangor. When I was a kid, I always head there for breakfast every weekend. That is why when I was a kid, I'm damn fat. *Hahahahahaha*
Penang Morning Pasar =D
My favourite wan tan mee. It would be best to eat it with Siew Pork =)
Walk around to take pictures of my childhood place. Didn't change much. Other than I miss the food here, of course I miss my cousin's Joey. She didn't change much. This CNY, I visit my Mama only and bring her to Chills. As for my Ah ku, I didn't have the time to visit her. And for my dad, let's not talk about it.
Is street is where I live when I was a kid..
My Ding Dong Cousin's Joey with her bag of snack.. =P
My Mama that took care of me since I was 3 years old and her daughter..
Before CNY eve, we all went in a cruise. It was one night only. Kinda boring but I get to take a few nice shots. You guys can check it out in my facebook page. This CNY, I did too many things to talk about. Is nice to get to have fun with my family for once in a blue moon =D
My mummy and myself =)
The sun is so bright.. No wonder Penang is so hot!! >.<"
I can't believe she can eat until got HEART shape. =O
My wasted look after so many visit and work. Tired from both work and studies. I wanted to sleep so bad..
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Every single year I will write a summary of my life for the year.
This year was very random I could say.
Started my college..
It was tiring because I was working and studying..
Earn not much as a teacher..
Got my first girlfriend on April..
Broke up on May..
I can say to myself that I'm stupid..
But life moves on..
Thank God that I didn't do anything stupid but that time I was in pain..
I continue with my studies and all..
I was sleepless on that period of time..
Started my night life..
It was restless la but it was fun..
Know a few new friends..
It was something that could take things off my mind..
But it didn't last..
All of my good friends went back to London or U.S.
I'm so going to kill them when they are back..
Then I got another job at Menara Maxis..
It was tiring and hectic..
I could sleep soundly without any problem because I'm always tired..
My earning is kinda average..
I could support myself..
That is the good news la..
I think this is only a temporary job for me..
I got to know a lot of new friends at work..
Just yesterday went Christmas eve dinner with Kak Sophie..
Thanks thanks ^.^v
Learn a lot in the work place..
Learn a lot about Maxis(Dark Secret)..
Met a lot of higher class people..
2011 is coming up..
I'm not sure what is coming but I know that is going to be better than 2010..
I pray that life is going to be better every single day..
In conclusion, I have grow a lot mature since the break up. I have become cold hearted. Still faithful to my best friends. Still helpful and mindful. As well as understanding one another. Think like an adult. I'm going to walk a path of Victory!
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