A summary of 2009
Life in 2009 is not as good as I thought..

God has been good to me..

He have put me in a lot of situation that I can't do it alone..

I finish my SPM,I rest a few months..

No more feelings for the girl I like in School(Like her for 5 years)..

Get my SPM result..My result is average la..

Went to Pre-MAD Camp..

It was fun la..Throwing people into the pool..

The end of Pre-MAD Camp..

Work as Sales man..

Tough job indeed..

Fall in Love again..

We look like we are from both different world..

*Listening Music*
Crush - David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away


Trying to walk away from it..

Want the best for both of us..

So I keep this as a Crush only..

Then after a few months

Is PB time..It was cool and life changing la..

After that is MAD Camp,I get a chance to help out..

It was tiring but is worth it..

So after a few days,is my time to go NS..

Saying goodbye is always hard for me..

I miss every single friend I had back home..

It hard at NS..Life is not easy because people there are really really bad..

It make me stronger on my strength and mental..

I achieve a lot there..I make friends there..

Come back home on my birthday..

I look dead because I didn't sleep..

Then look a job..And find a job being a Teacher..

Good enough..At least can rest la..

Go for driving test and pass..

Go out with friends and have fun..

Celebrate a lot of things..

Apply for College and book my car..

2009 has a lot of sorrow than happiness..

I cry the most in this year compare to my teen years..

*Listening Song*
Behind these hazel eyes - Kelly Clarkson
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

And now is the last day of 2009..

What await for me in year 2010?..

Sign out,
Jason Chong Jie Xiong

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