Don't have the pictures due to Stephy didn't upload it so end up taking Thao's one. It was a random day la.
I wasn't prepare to go out. Wondering who is going out and all. Called Kris like thousand times and didn't pick up at all. Vinod and Johan was piss off where are they going.
Around 10pm, only know they are going to Neutral. Is a 3D Bar or Club. Just in-front of Beach Club. But first, I need to fetch Kris from Damasara. I told him, you are so going to pay for my petrol. He is like okay. *Lolx* Went there fetch both Kris and Amy to Neutral. Meet up with the guys. And Neutral bar is not happening. Is boring and lousy. Then Thao try to get us in Zouk.
Zouk is the strictest club in KL. Johan keep on saying there is no way we can enter Zouk. Then I say why not we go Maison. Kris say is also pack. And full of Lala people. We waited lo. Then Thao say we can go to Zouk. I drive Kris,Stephy,Amy and Maegam to Zouk. As for the rest, they walk. *Wahahahahaha*
We just walk in and all. The place was super pack. The guys pay rm55 each for the share of bottles. There is 7-8 bottle of Black Label on the table. We dance and drink. I take quite a lot of pictures but I don't have it. Kris and I was super depress and keep on drinking. One girl came and approach me and say 'Come I drink with you'. I say 'No thanks'. I'm helping my friends to take pictures:
Johan and Vimal posting. Nicely done guys ^.^
Never forgot the nice couple. Kris and Stephy. Just lovely ^_^v
Random shot on Laura and Maegam. They can dance I tell you that.
Laura why you run away from me? No! You are cute in the pictures. *LoLx* Stephy always post for me. Thank you ^.^
Two of my old and best friends posting.
Do I need to name them all? I lazy la. Just crazy girl is good enough. =)
I wonder why you close your eyes Kris. >.<"
I have a lot of fun but I miss someone that night. Then the club close. Both Kris and I barely can walk straight. We walk to toilet and talk shit. We walk out and talk more shit. Then he went sitting down and I start talking to Stephy. Calling her to take care and don't go kill herself in US. I was half drunk that night. I drove Stephy back to Cheras. And I drove everyone back to Damasara. I find myself super pro that night. Went in Thao place and straightaway sleep at the Sofa. Maegam and Natasha woke me up like few times. I was like 'Can a boy get some sleep? My head is killing me* There goes another Ladies night. Goodbye Stephy =)
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I attend college and found out that Ms Jaime is still on leave. I went there for nothing. Only sign attendance. *Sweat* Went home and online.
Afternoon time, Stephy talk to me in MSN asking me whether wanted to go to Sungai Wang for Karaoke. I'm fine with it and asked whether Hanna could join. She say ya ya ya.. *Lolx* Since that day, my mom is a bit sick. Waited my mom to wake up and then fetch her to work. And then drive to subang to fetch Hanna. Pretty hard to find Hanna place. Then we straightaway to Time Square. Take smart tunnel. We walk to Greenbox and met Amy. We talk while waiting for the rest. Finally they came and Thao order a room. I met someone I never met before that is Maegam and Mellisa Th'ng. I was like hi and bye. I wasn't in the mood that day. We went in. After a while, Kris,Vinod and I went out to get a beer. Sitting somewhere and having beer. Talking and all. Suddenly Stephy and Tina surprise us. >.<" We went back in and start singing and taking pictures:
Random shot from someone I forgotten. >.<"
Amy,Hanna and Stephy. Amy why you always do this to me? Next time I'm going to buy a tape and tape your eyes.
Stephy,are you trying to become a pig? No wonder Tina is laughing. *Haha*
Maegam,Mellisa and Thao. ^.^
Hanna and Stephy acting Cute. I know I know la. No need to act la =)
Kris,Mellisa and Myself. Credit to Maegam I think =)
Group picture.. Someone seriously can post. >.<"
After singing hour,Johan and Maegam still can pose for pictures. Magnum this look is better than orginal. Improvement =)
Sing until 8:30pm. Went for Late Dinner at Pavillion. 
Nice pose guys. After dinner shots. ^.^
Wow there was a lot of drama happening that day. Make me really stress. After dinner, fetch Hanna home and then take the rest to Damasara for a short drink. I got lost there 4-5 times. I was like really piss off. Johan and I is like why can't they choose KL or something. >.<" Mamak for a while. And then we head home. It was one heck of a crazy night. And some more afternoon got class. *Crazy* Reach home like 4am in the morning. >.<"
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Sorry guys for not updating. I was really busy with appointment and meeting nowadays.
Joel came and we went out for dinner. Vince invite us for dinner with his dad. And I was shy to eat. So I eat a little only. Called Kris and he told me that he going to come back to his old place and we can go together. I was like okay! No Amway meeting for me tonight. *xD*
Resting at home until 11pm. Went to pick up Kris and we head to Minister of Sound. Went there the first person we meet was Irving. Really nice and funny guy. We talk and laugh about things I forgotten. Then we meet Stephy and the rest. She is really hyperactive girl. As well as open minded and nice girl.
While 3 of us guys were waiting. A random girl come and approach me and ask for my ID. I was like oh okay and here is my ID. Ya I know I look the youngest among all 3 guys. *Haiz* We enter and wish the bday girl 'Happy Birthday'. I saw a lot of girls around. I saw a lot of groups of girl staring at us. I think it would be Kristian and Irving. Both of them are tall and charming. As for me, I'm just the Korean Boy face.*Smile* Ya I nearly forgot. There is Aaron too. He came quite late. Here is the picture of all 4 of us:
I was helping the girls to take pictures. Some really shy to face the camera. I took all the nice and memorable pictures. Stephy took some pictures with me.
Then I keep on drinking and drinking. I pour quite a lot to my drink I think. The girls was on the dance floor dancing. I was there taking random pictures. Here is some of my good shoots:
Early in the afternoon,Kris invite me to a party at Minister of Sound in Facebook. I say alright. I get back to you man. Went for high tea with Drake and talk about the good old days. Went back home and prepare my clothes and style my hair.
Joel came and we went out for dinner. Vince invite us for dinner with his dad. And I was shy to eat. So I eat a little only. Called Kris and he told me that he going to come back to his old place and we can go together. I was like okay! No Amway meeting for me tonight. *xD*
While 3 of us guys were waiting. A random girl come and approach me and ask for my ID. I was like oh okay and here is my ID. Ya I know I look the youngest among all 3 guys. *Haiz* We enter and wish the bday girl 'Happy Birthday'. I saw a lot of girls around. I saw a lot of groups of girl staring at us. I think it would be Kristian and Irving. Both of them are tall and charming. As for me, I'm just the Korean Boy face.*Smile* Ya I nearly forgot. There is Aaron too. He came quite late. Here is the picture of all 4 of us:
This picture I took with Stephy make me feel short >.<"
A picture with Kris:
And then I took some pictures with Stephy and Hanna:
And then I took some pictures with Stephy and Hanna:
Then rest for a while after taking a ton of pictures. Chit chatting with Hanna and took a picture with her:
She is really nice,sweet and friendly girl. As well as a good dancer. I get to dance with her. *P.S. Jason don't know how to dance* Sorry ya. She need to leave early. So I send her out of the club. Went back in and meet up with them. We leave the club. Kris and Irving went to 7-11 to buy Smoke and Stephy,Emai and Me went to KFC to buy food.
Irving ask me whether I could drive or not. I say why not? I can see clearly and walk straight. Then I drive them home to 1-Utama. Stay over at Thao place. Chit chat and all. Kris and Irving went to Mamak at 5 in the morning and I stay at home resting my eyes. They came back at 6 and I still couldn't sleep. Not use to sleeping on sofa ma.
Wake up at 9 something and sleep back. Then Irving wake up at 10 30am and wanted to go home. I send him home at Jalan Ipoh and then I head home. That was one hack of a great night. Let's do it again some other time. ^_^
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Hey people. Guys do me a favor and leave some comment in my cbox. My cbox look dead.
The reason why I put the title 'Hello' is it reminds me of something in the past. I had a dream about my past and I change it because what is the outcome. I wish I can go back to the past and change it. Yes I did a lot of foolish things in the past. I'm sorry for that.
I believe there is always 2nd chance for everyone. God have forgive my sins. Because of that, I forgive others that sin against me.
Since now is my holiday. I get to chill and relax more. Last time my busyness stop me thinking about the past. I do have dreams and it will somehow kills me when I wake up. I will feel really down for some reason. Even I'm having holidays, my black eye is still there.
I still remember when I ask her for a second chance. And she say 'no'. That time I was really piss off because I didn't do anything wrong like going out with other girl,cheating on her,or etc. To my reader question: Yes I do miss her a lot until I nearly die on the first night we break up. My head was killing me on that time. A lot of people say is not worthy. My mother say she is so not worth of your tears. All my aunties called me and ask how am I doing. I feel really terrible and down. They encourage me a lot. All my best friends came out like Vincent Phang. I truly appreciate your advice and care. That month itself, I have to take cough medicine to make myself fall asleep. That is how much I miss her. Stupid and blind right? Yes I'm stupid and blind once but not anymore. I learn from mistakes and improve myself.
I got so many things to write but is time to stop and continue on another day. See ya..
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Hello Everyone.Wonder why I put that as a topic.It is because I'm going to talk about it.Happiness and Depression will always have in our life.Each and everyone of us.Is really common emotion in Life.One is really good to have and one is really bad to have.
Everyone say Happiness is hard to get in life.And it is the best medicine in Life.As for my opinion,Love is the best medicine and not happiness.Happiness can be a fake up by anyone.I remember on Laureen Birthday,I put up a really happy act in front of everyone.Is my sister birthday after all.I want her to be happy so I don't want her to be worrying about me.I just broke up a few days before her birthday so I'm still in really bad and emotional mood. So I put up a really strong act on that day. True happiness is hard to find. Temporary happiness is easy. My happiness come from friends and family. Because they are important to me and I care about them. Happiness can't be found in theme park when you are playing all alone there. Get my point there?
What about Depression?
As I study,Depression is a sickness. Don't know why? You could ask a doctor. Deep and Strong Depression need a profession and psychologist for help. If not, the effect can be permanent. This is the one that no one want. People trends to cover the depression by pain or pleasure. That is why you can see a lot of people killing themselves and consuming alcohol and taking drugs. They want to forget those depression in them that cause so much pain inside of them. Too much depression can cause a person to go crazy. The brain can take this much but once is over the human limits. It can cause chaos. As I read,there is a killer who his wife left him because he have the habit of controlling person things. Once his wife left him, his mental can't handle it and start killing the people who are close to her. In the end, it kill her as well. The story teach us a lot of value. Never take things too serious. Never take a relationship too serious until is steady and planned to get marry to each other. Because you will never know when you will get stab into your heart.
There is so much to write but I rather keep something to myself. As I regret doing and teaching things I'm not proud of in the past. We are human and we do mistakes in life. See you soon. I will continue writing in the future.
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Not to say I'm master in this topic.It is because I came from a broken family and have no brother or sister.I read a lot of parenting and relationship books.
Family is really important to everyone.Sometimes we kids don't value it much because we always see them around.Imagine they are no longer around.It will be a nightmare for you.When you grow up with parents always argue and fight,have no love from parents(work,break up,and etc),the boy(that's me) will always suffer loneliness and heartache. Value your parents when you have them. Value your brother and sister if you have them. They are Family. I wish I have one but unluckily I don't have. I have a dream to have a big and nice family of my own.
Wanted to thank my good brother's Benjamin for bring back me from the darkness. If he wasn't there, I might be doing things I'm not proud of today. I can imagine how dark I can become.
Relationship is a part of life. So I'm talking about Boy/Girl Relationship. Is really wide and interesting topic to talk about. First advice from me, make it clean and pure. Trust one another because you love one another. I read a lot of Christian Relationship books. It talk about a lot of things. From Trusting God to Walking together with God. The books talk wisdom in relationship. As my Pastor say it bound to have a lot of problem if your relationship is base on feelings. Yes I read a lot of psychology books as well and feelings do change quite often.
Let's take my story as an example: Chermaine and I know only for 2 weeks and start dating already. Shock right? It shock myself and I fall sick on the first week we dated. We keep on contact with each other. A lot happiness in the beginning. Is a truly unforgettable experience. I don't care about her past or mistake that she did. Everyone bound to do mistake in life and no one is perfect. One of my happiness moment with her was walking in the park holding hands and taking pictures. Both of us base on this relationship on feelings. Trouble comes after that day. Both of us suffer a lot of stress. And end up breaking up. Who am I to judge her on this? Yes I do suffer a lot of heartache, headache, depression and more. So the story say that feelings can change just like the wind.
That's why so many relationship fail in this world. I don't think is true that guys is born flower hearted. I know I'm not. You can see yourself. I don't want to explain. I know a lot of my brothers is not too.
I know a lot of boys who are handsome become gay and I know a lot of girls who are cute/pretty become les because of bad relationship. Broke Family is also come from bad relationship. I feel really sorry for them. Is also one of the reason why I study psychology.
Choose with wisdom. Never look back. Always support one another. Trusting one each other. Always have a goal and dreams. Love your partner no matter what happen. It will always have good and bad time. Never give up in trouble times. See ya..
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